Sunday, December 14, 2008

CLOSING 2008 WITH SENSE & SENSIBILITY


16 Dec 2008; Kuala Lumpur

On Dec 11, 2008 I took a small journey to the furthest North, to Perlis.  The long 6 hours journey from Kuala Lumpur to Kangar was symbolic to me as it was a start of me coming home to my senses.  Hours of driving and joking along the way, failed to hide the longing feeling that I have for my  late beloved brother’s children and his widow, who moved there in 2004. Much anger and heartbreak ensued, in the last 4 years. However, with the passage of time, forgiveness came and sensibility followed. What more could I asked for, except to make peace with myself and with the people that I really love and would give my life for, in a blink of an eye.  I know that if I ever wanted to live-out my desire to have a family that will be in this world and the here-after, this journey I have to take and it will be a precursor to many more journeys to have a closure of a sad chapter in a family.  

Thursday, January 17, 2008

The Nation of Islam for Muslims

"This religion recognizes all men as brothers. It accepts all human beings as equals before God, and as equal members in the Human Family of Mankind. I totally reject Elijah Muhammad's racist philosophy, which he has labeled 'Islam' only to fool and misuse gullible people as he fooled and misused me. But I blame only myself, and no one else for the fool that I was, and the harm that my evangelical foolishness on his behalf has done to others."

Statement by Malcolm X


On Eid Adha recently, our house was graced by a visit from a brother from the Nation of Islam. It was interesting to hear how he converted to Islam, 11 years ago. His life is one familiar story, almost identical with most Black American Muslims. A boy from the Hood that turned to faith, first in Christianity then found Islam as his home. His style is distinctively American…missionary that is, and it is a good change of “air” for us here. I personally see that the approach to spreading Islam here in Malaysia, is eerily harsh and intimidating. Instead of projecting the beauty of the religion, the exquisiteness of paradise and the greatness of God, most Malaysian preachers focus their energy about hell and punishments.

Living seven oceans apart, there is much interests to know about the Nation, what it is and what it stands for. The whole notion of the organization is intriguing to most Muslims, because the organization has kept its attention and business only among the Black American. The Nation was first founded by W. Fard Mohamed in 1930 who then mysteriously departed in 1934. After his disappearance, Elijah Poole or later known as Elijah Mohamed took the helm and became a powerful spiritual leader in the Nation, until his death in 1976. Until recently, he was regarded by the Nation’s followers as the last prophet for the Muslims, which is of course against the Islamic principles which clearly believes that Prophet Mohammad (Peace be Upon Him) as the last Prophet and Messenger in this world.

After his death, his son Wallace D Mohamed took over, and returned the Nation to the true tenets of Islam. He even renamed the Nation as Muslim American Society. A short while after that, Louis Farrakhan, a staunched follower of Elijah, revolted and started a deviation sect and re-founded the Nation of Islam, all over again. This is the Nation today, let by the ailing Farrakhan. A long history of the nation that spans 7 decades. Malcolm X was the most popular figure from the Nation as he rejected Elijah’s teaching.

Intriguing and distant, that is what the Nation is, to many Muslims around the world. It is a different world because Islam is segregated to be owned only by Black American by the Nation. Despite being a Muslim organization, the Nation carries no significance to many of us all around the world. When the world was at its height of Muslims condemnations due to 9/11 which then continued to other episodes such as Afghanistan, Iraq, Iran and the list, I am sure will continue for quite some time, the Nation which sits at the center of America, was simply useless. It did became nobody’s voice and it defended nothing, in fact it did not even exist in the scenario. Sadtly until today, the Nation still does not exist in the pandemic misconceptions of both the Americans and the Muslims. Yet it sits in the best position, able to mediate the whole chapter of present “crusade” against Islam. I guess that fate was brought upon their short-sightedness about what Islam is and how widespread it is in this world.

But then again...everything is subjective and is motivated by its own conditions. Maybe it is the world that fails to understand the Nation or maybe it is the Nation that chooses to be alone, free from the colors of Islam today...

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Have I Lost It?

It has been too long since I wrote...anything. I just completed a piece below, where I have shared my feelings and confusions about my own race, which I think reflects my internal conflicts. Nevertheless, I hope I still have what it takes to write and even in its rustiness, the message that I try to share is comprehensible. I hope I can still push my readers' thinking boundaries so that what I share becomes meaningful in any forms of interpretation.

My next piece...well, my next piece may or may not be about the Nation of Islam, the American Muslim organization for the Blacks. Alternatively, it could be replaced by an article about my fascination with Bahraini government and its management of its country's intellectual resources. We shall see what comes out from my heart, because I can only write what is true to my heart.

Anyway, this is my second blog, after my first one becomes a disaster. It was a disaster because it has no purpose. It was very self-centered and meaningless. Melodramaticasssandra has a purpose in its existence, but it shall not be spelt out, because its purpose is up to each reader's interpretation. Good luck and I hope you shall share your feelings after reading these honest articles...

Friday, December 21, 2007

Don't Call it Annihilation....

"I did not know what to make of this people. Their carelessness seemed to me a matter for both admiration and contempt. But I always regretted the Malays of my imagination...And I had found only this little placid and polite men. They had destroyed my illusion..."

The Soul of Malaya
by Henri Fauconnier



I was taken aback when reading about the Malays described by Fauconnier, a French who lived in Malaya in the midst of 20th century. It feels like watching me in a movie, because the Malay blood runs deep in my vein. Fauconnier’s portrayal shows that Malays is a complex ethnic group, with virtues that is difficult to comprehend. Despite these qualities, I felt that it is remarkable that we managed to attain independence at all. Like other post-independence Malay, I am always critical of my people’s characteristics. But the fact that it was attained without bloodshed is obviously no mystery. A typical Malay characteristic is dominated by pride, humility and most importantly, both are laced with fierce loyalty. These virtues are of course admirable, but when it is manifested in the form of blind acceptance, it was the reason for our ancestors’ downfall in the anal of history. The legend of Hang Tuah who killed his best friend because he revolted against the King’s tyranny, is a true example. Hang Tuah’s loyalty made him a legend, while his best friend was demonized, despite his empathy for the people. It took the Malays more than six hundred years to openly admit that Hang Tuah’s loyalty was unfortunately misplaced.


Malays today reside mainly in Malaysia, Singapore and Brunei. In pre-British hegemony, these Malays were one and the same people, albeit under different kings that are related with one another. Presently, the Singaporean and Malaysian Malays are still very similar. Their only difference is the political demarcation. But again, it is amazing how centuries of similarity are gradually wiped out by political differences. Recently I was in Singapore. The land remained the same and is as beautiful as ever, today and as been told in our history. I love the smell of the air and the color of the rain in Singapore, as I do in Malaysia. Although a true Malaysian in breath and spirit, I was born in Singapore. A family wedding gathered all of us in the two countries. Ties are still strong between the Malays of Malaysia and Singapore, but there is where it ends.


To my observation, Singaporean Malays remain true to ethnic values…that is, if Malay-ness is to be measured solely by its traditional virtues. A Malay wedding is comically held under apartment buildings, which happens to be the same space shared by Chinese funeral procession. If there is a death, the wedding is postponed. The Malay’s exemplary obedience and civility is legendary. Either driven by the fact that they are today outnumbered by other ethnics in their ancestral land, or just fierce loyalty to leadership, Singaporean Malays are embracing their life sans questions. It is these Malay traditional virtues that the Singaporean government can count on, to enable the building of a true Singapore nation, aspired by their post-independence ruling party.


The extent of Malay loyalty goes all the way to deserting the evolution of the Malay language. It is amusing to have a conversation with Singaporean Malays, because it reminisce the pre-independent Malay movies, scripted mostly by Indonesian-educated Malays those days. The thick Indonesian flavor and the apparent grammatical chaos in the language makes you feel transported to the old days, where Malay language is primitive in its own class. Third and fourth generation Singaporean Malays are fluent in English and some, in Mandarin, because these are the country’s official languages. It is understandable how tough it is to have the time and space to develop the Malay language there, when they have to focus in keeping up with their peers in many areas especially education, employment and general livelihood. Now compounding this loyalty is the fact that the new generations of Malays in Singapore are not even officially classified as “Malay”. Their willingness to please their leadership goes all the way to shedding their ethnic group for the future generation. All my nephews and nieces are classified as “Arab”, “Indian-Muslim”, “Bawean”, Jawa and the list goes on. For those unfamiliar with these ethnicities, suffice to say, except for Arab and Indian-Muslim, the rest are the various sub-group in the Malay Archipelago. That loyalty is fully compensated by the Singaporean government, by providing them with a peaceful and almost monotonous life. But again, who are we to question that? It is their life and they are content with it. Most skilled labors are filled by the Malays, while the non-skilled are imported from Indonesia, Philippines or Bangladesh. Professional workforce however, is dominated by other ethnic groups and by imported ex-patriot group from America and Europe. There should never be any doubt about justice and equality because all societal positions are based on merit and of course, empathy. Singaporeans are indoctrinated into believing that they are superior than their neighboring countries.


Regardless where they stand in their own society, that feeling of superiority is cascaded all the way to the dwellers of the lowest strata in the economy. Being a Singaporean means giving up your life to be managed by the government, like education, employment, savings, even housing and etc. It is believed that is the motivation behind the ferocious contentment of the Malays in Singapore. That has set them off to be oblivious to the global evolution and competition today. Their focus is fixed to surviving day to day and from one generation to the next, even if it means sacrificing their own identity.


While the legend of Hang Tuah is being re-written in the minds of most Malays in other parts of the world, it seems to have found its eternal “home” in Singapore. Malays in Malaysia, Brunei and Indonesia are going through an evolution with their focus directed to global achievement and excellence. No where can that be felt stronger than in Malaysia, where all levels of Malays are embracing pride, humility and loyalty in a new and unique way. The first Malay man walked the moon this year, signifying more scientific advancement to come in the country. Malaysian global companies are made up of mixtures of Malay-dominated corporations and Chinese-dominated conglomerates, standing proudly side-by-side taking the world by storm. Fortunately loyalty to Malaysia is not at the cost of having to shed ethnic skin and beliefs. The Malays are truly Malaysian, the Chinese are very Malaysian and the Indians are genuinely Malaysian.

How can the same people turn out to be so dissimilar in the two countries? Perhaps it’s the different values brought by each government in managing its own country. Perhaps also it could have been the complexity of the Malay values that has caused them to be as they are, both in Singapore and Malaysia. Attempting to identify and point to a single cause, will risk accusations of insensitivity in this “neighborly” region. Whatever the underlying reasons are, as long as there is contentment and peace and as long as it works for each country, I guess its acceptance, no matter how misplaced it is to one’s eyes, should not be argued. After all, it is we who decide our own destiny…

Do we have to know where we came from?

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